Thursday, November 03, 2005

think... think...

How You Life Your Life
You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.


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this i got from Cheche, who in turn got it from ate Bie, who got it from i don't know who... anyway. lessee how right these little thingamajigs are. and do they really say something about us or do we try and see them in ways that might fit us? hmm, i took up psychology and don't really know squat about anything "psych" anymore. it seemed a LONG time ago... i was young and stupid then. guess now i'm just old and stupid.

#1. do i tend to deprive myself of the things i crave, for my own good? hmmm... my answer to that would be a definite maybe. lately, what i want, i really WANT! and i think i have exerted a bit more effort (compared to young and stupid DLo)try to get these things. but they haven't quite worked out in the way i would want them to. now, i could say this applies to a lot of things in my life right now, and maybe it does, but who am i kidding? those of you who really know me know what (who?) it is i really want. i want to find THE ONE, like everyone else does. and some of my friends find it funny, but one line that keeps coming out of my mouth is "i wanna settle down! preferably in the near future... i wanna care for something larger than my self. parang i've been kinda selfish for so long, for many wrong reasons... and i'm tired. hmm... layo na ba sa 'things i crave' bit?


#2. YUP. I'm laid back and chill, but i sometimes STILL care about what others think. nothing to discuss there, right now. YUP. YUP. YUP.

#3. i PREFER a variety of friends, yes, but i (really hope and would like to think i) don't change friends quickly. what exactly does this mean? that you're my friend for now or that you're just some flavor of the month that falls out of favor? yikes... i hope i'm not that kinda person. so, my friends... please chime in on this one and tell me whether this applies to me/us. feel free to hit me on the head if it does. :)

#4.ahh... that one BIG dream. more like little, simpler ones strung together. sige, i'm gonna devote one post (or maybe a series, if i find inspiration. and time) just for this but for now... please refer to #1.

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some shout-outs:

  • welcome back, PebbofwendCelle! (wag ka na umalis!!!)
  • congratulations, ate Bie!
  • hehe... congratulations (?) also, Celle! crossing fingers that this is 647. ;)

until then, i remain...