i'm back

good lord...! it's been (january, february, march, ap---), 3 freaking months since my last entry!! yikes... that's unforgivable! i was SUPPOSED to write my stories! THIS was supposed to be my sound board! dagnabit!!! but still, due to insistent public demand... (bully!!!) i'm back. at least for today.

thinking back, these past 3 months were eventful. a lot of things happened that were worth writing about but right now... tinatamad ako. off the top of my head, ano nga ba nangyari?? med came and went; people came and went. one was a fantasy, i guess. the excitement of novelty nearly got the better of me and i'm glad it didn't, although it was close. another one is probably reading this. it's kinda WIERD, how these things happen. another person is away, for now. another just left, maybe for good. while another... is hopefully back and will never EVER leave.

haha! that's vague enough for you, dear reader.. at kung gets mo kung sino-sino ang tinutukoy ko, aba...! special ka siguro. ;)

anyhoo... i'm back. it was great when things were simple a few months back. i hope to return to that kind of simplicity in the coming (remaining?) days. to get rid of extraneous stuff, to not think too much and over-analyze things, to... to... wag na nga... teka... to...oh well, la rin naman nagbabasa nito e... TO WIN THE PRINCESS OVER!!!! whoa! tall order, you say? ha! yup... tall order.

"see how it goes...?" and take the chance.

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read this somewhere:
'Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it - boldness has genius, power and magic in it.’

since we're on the subject of dreams... (how did that come about?)
another line:
"i'll throw away a chance at greatness just to make this dream come into play..."

that dream is... :)